I have been trying to get into writing short stories as a hobby. I have a couple of good ideas. But I tend to struggle when actually putting my thoughts to words.
Some issues I struggle with are as follows:
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Inability to settle on the right words: I’ll write something and think that what I wrote could be written better or differently and then I keep on writing and deleting and rephrasing with different words. Thus making very slow progress.
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Problems with continuity: I might think up a somewhat long plot line. But I have to write the whole thing in one go because if I don’t then my brain will splinter the story into multiple possible story branches when I stop and I am unable to choose the path to follow.
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Lose interest in continuing if I take a break: If I stop writing mid way and take a break from writing for an extended period of time, I am unable to find the motivation to resume. Mostly because trying to catchup with the story up to that point feels hard. I have this same tendency with video games as well where I don’t feel like picking up a game after an extended period of absence.
So is anyone here who does writing as either a hobby or professionally? If so how do you cope with your condition?
What I’ve found that works for me is to just make up the story as I go without much planning. The issue with this is approach I’ve found is that it’s hard to find a conclusion to end the story.
Ollama is really terrible, especially since it uses chat mode by default and a 2048 context.
If you run a better pretrain with a “notepad” UI like Mikupad, it’s like night and day. It follows your writing style because that’s the context it has to go on.
If you’re interested, tell me your hardware config and I can recommend something specific, but generally you’re going to want to run ik_llama.cpp with a big MoE base model, like GLM Air base. Use something like Q6/Q5.1 cache quantization, enable the hadamard option, and then tune the GPU layer count until it fills your vram.