What to do: have 6 figures in the bank. Buy shiity flat, buy expensive flat or just continue to enjoy number going up. No kids. No hope. Im leaning towards shitty flat because i’d pay it off quickly but if all goes to hell then does it matter?
Genuine question. Current living situation is irritating but cheap.
I think that explains why your life is a hopeless void seemingly not worth living
Somehow your brain just wants to make meaningless number go up and that’s it
Should go buy some therapy or something with that money and have them teach you to do human stuff instead
Meaningless number go up = security and not being homeless ever again. Unemployment taught me that money is the only thing that matters. So I’m terrified of letting go of it. My bank account is the only thing that has ever made me feel safe. This is not inhuman.
Sounds p inhuman to me, understandable but very inhuman
Maybe money can now teach you it is one of the last things that matters