I’ve been there. Today officially I have the proof of not having adhd, which is great so I can focus on autism.

Seeking a ‘treatment’ (strictly speaking autism isn’t treated) is an on and off thought but over decades the effort of high masking hits so hard it’s unbearable.

Off to waiting a VERY LONG TIME in a fucking so called first world country for a critical diagnosis just because I’m atypical.

Edit: btw it gets worse… Not even getting appointments. Guess I’ll just just suffer then.