Hey!
If there’s confusion related to the title,its just a reference that the system has won, I lost, once again.
So my paid for professional diagnosis is done for now, I am refused the official recognition as an Autist. It’s all still there though.
I am livid. And empty.
I guess it’s my fault since >40 years of adapting and masking can make you too social, that’s what it broke down to. I am friendly and open and excel at masking.
They don’t see the price I (we) pay.
Apologies for the rant. I need your support.


Since it’s my own private order at the hospital I can basically do what I like, yeah. I’m not sure complaints would change anything though.
But I am talking about the result with another professional and possibly he can give advice which helps.
Oh so it was a private specialist and you can just go to another?
It is a public clinic in Germany where you also have private paid personnel.
Yes I could pay as often as I want 😅. If it were an appointment covered by phs they of course wouldn’t cover multiple tries.