I’m hesitant to respond to any of these messages but I will to this one. And yes I fully understand what you mean in the first part. And I have looked into myself. Don’t extensive work beyond anything most people do. Though the main issue comes where my ideas are so beyond what most people can accept or think is true. Making me feel incredibly isolated and I believe you could understand. Eventually it’s better to just stop communicating online? I wouldn’t mind getting a therapist if I can even afford it.
I got to this point by the time. I went to see about a medical problem today but realize. They don’t even do physical exams or anything to see if anything I say has merit. They instead look and put a certain label on it without evaluating it. Then when I go to ask individuals online. It seems they can’t consider it. Can’t even interact even if skeptical. And most my post seem to get so much more hate than even skeptical interactions.
My idea of doctors is an equal partner. I can research things suggest things and they help cross those things out.
Well you’ve heard of E=Mc^2. The statement that allows for energy and matter to be interchangeable. Now let’s go to another topic. Have you heard. Magic is the manipulation of energy to alter your reality.
Now what happens when we connect both as one?
This is something I looked into to understand magic.
That’s one of them. The idea of even mentioning this. Makes them instantly assume I’m crazy even though my psychiatrist ruled delusions or psychosis out.
Another person you’ll see in here. Said I’m manifesting wings. Even though if they’ve actually read my post. They would understand that it’s not manifesting but just an induced adaption similar to evolution. Using E=MC^2 in magic. Which included rebuilding my back muscles and new bones in it, rebuilt spine, sternum, arms, kneecaps, fused ribs and extended. And much more.
They say there’s no obvious changes or any medical professional would jump at the chance to discover it. Though I’ve let my medical team know and without an exam on me they rule everything out. When all they had to do was feel for separation between my ribs. Then it opens up a completely new picture.