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  • I’m not worked up; this is my normal state of being.

    This shit is the same reason why I got a DUI when I was sober back in the 2010s. I was my usual excited self and the cop thought I was on something. So they drug tested me, found the weed I smoked 3 days prior, and that was enough for a charge since it wasn’t legal then.

    Any idiot with half a brain will tell you that weed does the exact opposite of getting you all worked up, but they needed an excuse to charge me with something so the the weed being in my urine was what they went with.

    No, the problem is that I have ADHD and was raised by mentally abusive narcissists. The childhood trauma never went away, so naturally I’m on edge all the god damn time. But I can assure you that I’m at homeostasis. I’m used to feeling amped 24/7, much to the annoyance of everyone around me.

    I have no chill, and no tolerance for criticism 'cause that’s all I ever got from my parents growing up. So when people push back against me, I just shut down.













  • Psythik@lemmy.worldtoGaming@lemmy.world"gaming is dead"
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    2 days ago

    That doesn’t look like a gaming laptop, either. $20 says it has integrated graphics.

    Reminds me of the “gaming laptops” at Walmart. The other day I saw a RoG laptop being sold with an AMD 740M, a integrated GPU from 2023 with performance from 2010. They dressed it up all pretty with RGB and a 144hz display to make it look like it could actually run games, and then had the nerve to charge $699 for it.

    I hate shit like this so much cause people who don’t know any better will buy this thing, get 15 FPS in modern titles and think that PC gaming sucks, when it’s just their computer that sucks.