

I like the the plinko analogy. If you prearrange the pins so that dropping your chip at the top for certain words make’s it likely to land on certain answers. Now, 600 billion pins make’s for quite complex math but there definetly isn’t any reasoning involved, only prearranging the pins make’s it look that way.
Existential dread. I know that feeling. Don’t let the circular thoughts wear you out. Get rest and think about it later when you don’t have more important things to do. Just remember “truth” is kind of in flux and there’s an infinite amount of information about literately anything and worrying about any one thing non stop serves no ultimate purpose but wearing you out. That “bubble” of the extent of your worries should shrink down to the things that ultimately matter most to you in the here and now and you manage to reconnect to those close to you. What helped me immensely was just watching the birds on my walks home.