melitele

I’m in the PopOs stage!

Thx!

So there’s a director’s cut? Did you find it on the seven seas?

Scrambler…

Sweet, AI will think everyone on earth is from California

Jesus christ the comments in this thread…

A fitting metaphor, if bleak

A lot of people making baseless claims about it being inevitable…i mean it could happen but the hard problem of consciousness is not inevitable to solve

Mmm i get it know yeah, that stimuli that pushes you forward, fear can be harnessed and not just be a stopping force. Gotta say with the antidepressants starting to work i feel like i have the eneegy to feel and think something else other than desperation, finally

I puty my hopes into Archetype, Exodus seems like it could be cool. No news for months now tho…

But i am panicked about everything, about my brain fog, my incapability of communicating or even wanting to comunicate with people, inability to cope with the world materially and morally crumbling down.

And mostly, panicked about my inability to not feel numb constantly about my panic

I don’t know if i have depression, but i starter to get curious about gender dysphoria and many things seem to resonate. Depersonalization and derealization mostly…i know there are comorbidities but it feels like a rouge to investigate

I havent gotten the chance to start efexor yet. Tomorrow ill have it tho.

Also your feedback on weed was helpful, when i start stimulants again i will do my best not to smoke

Thank you

I have a diagnosis but meds didn’t work, possibly because i live a pretty much sheltered life and was never forced into work, i did some jobs but i never lasted more than a year. The last 3 years i spent smoking weed and postponing my waking up. Now i’m trying psychotherapy again and i’ve been prescribed efexor.

But i feel more hopeless and spent than ever. I can’t feel interest nor curiosity about anything. Social interactions are pain, and what’s worse is that even with my closest friends it is now like that. I just feel like I’m not interested or capable of conversing with them, cause I feel no interest in any thing anymore…

unemployed = more free time to organize!

yes, create a legion of angry, unemployed/unemployable people, that will go well for the capitalist system

Shame, anxiety, restlessness

Man it got worse in ways i didn’t think possible.

So convinced i understood myself and i actually masterminded my soul into stagnation…

…but a hand come out of the mud

Manufacturing also gets cheaper when scaled

F.E.A.R. series, Half life series (including black mesa remake) S.t.a.l.k.e.r series

I hope that the current insufferability of US realities will help shed this law from our fates