I don’t know if i have depression, but i starter to get curious about gender dysphoria and many things seem to resonate. Depersonalization and derealization mostly…i know there are comorbidities but it feels like a rouge to investigate
I havent gotten the chance to start efexor yet. Tomorrow ill have it tho.
Also your feedback on weed was helpful, when i start stimulants again i will do my best not to smoke
Thank you
I have a diagnosis but meds didn’t work, possibly because i live a pretty much sheltered life and was never forced into work, i did some jobs but i never lasted more than a year. The last 3 years i spent smoking weed and postponing my waking up. Now i’m trying psychotherapy again and i’ve been prescribed efexor.
But i feel more hopeless and spent than ever. I can’t feel interest nor curiosity about anything. Social interactions are pain, and what’s worse is that even with my closest friends it is now like that. I just feel like I’m not interested or capable of conversing with them, cause I feel no interest in any thing anymore…
unemployed = more free time to organize!
yes, create a legion of angry, unemployed/unemployable people, that will go well for the capitalist system
Shame, anxiety, restlessness
Man it got worse in ways i didn’t think possible.
So convinced i understood myself and i actually masterminded my soul into stagnation…
…but a hand come out of the mud
Manufacturing also gets cheaper when scaled
F.E.A.R. series, Half life series (including black mesa remake) S.t.a.l.k.e.r series
I hope that the current insufferability of US realities will help shed this law from our fates
He is of the special kind of dumb that comes from obscenely rich backgrounds
On TV the heil reaches the target audience in a way of plausoble deniability, on the internet it can be perceived constantly, thought of, discussed. That breeds dissent much more than passive, temporary consumption.
That and he definetely wasn’t expecting the backlash to be as big as it was
I love these posts, you should consider saving them as pDFs and make them like a fanzine, maybe it could be a community effort, somehow!
It’s just a catalyst. Or rather a mirror
Oh yeah finally! I was dying to listened to a radio where i could find actually novel new music, thank you so much!
Title seemed to imply something awful, kinda vitriolic for no reason
Depends on the headsets, don’t really remember mine and now I can’t check, but yeah I guess 1440p 90hz should be the baseline though if you’re resistant 60 is doable
It’s definetely something shady, someone is planning bad stuff for the fediverse
Sorry i had a brain fart, i meant half life 1 RTX
But about VR, 1080p doesnkt really apply since resolutions are higher, but in terms of FPS 60 is the barest minimum and you will probably feel nauseous
My visor reaches 90 hz and that’s definetely more comfortable, but i can’t use it anymore since it’s WMR and Microsoft decided to turn my money into e-waste…
I have a 2080super and portale rtx barely made 60 FPS
I had a truly great experience with half life 1 in VR tho
But i am panicked about everything, about my brain fog, my incapability of communicating or even wanting to comunicate with people, inability to cope with the world materially and morally crumbling down.
And mostly, panicked about my inability to not feel numb constantly about my panic