I’m crying
But also right now I’ve been imploding and I am the bad guy, and I don’t know how to forgive myself. Like 4 days after ending a relationship with the kindest person I’ve ever met because I want kids and she doesn’t, I spiraled and slept with my roommate who also had a break up. I then broke down at our housewarming party and told my ex and she hates me now, but she’s a huge part of my life still. I’m trying to patch things up with my roommate but I’m worried I’m leading her on, and then we found out a new friend of mine has been gossiping about the situation after I went to his in an absolute broken state.
This all comes down to my fault and I just can’t keep going with the shame. I don’t want to be me anymore.
Please Mr. Rogers give me strength.
I just wish I knew real love before this happened. Also I regret selling my Legos.