They could bust je passionate about spoonerisms

Stop being the person the meme is about

Stop being the person the meme is about

Lol kinda wild to me seeing flatpak hate as a new Linux user (running fedora with kde). Flatpaks have just worked for me and it’s been fantastic

In the metaphor, the black hole is nihilistic, all-consuming, apathetic depression, and I just want to stop struggling, let everything fall apart and fall in and kill myself

My brain is like a planet with a very thin crust with a black hole inside. Everything I am is built on this extremely delicate shell of stability, and sometimes it seems like I spend most of my time clinging to the edge after having fallen through. Medication makes the shell thicker and more stable, but there’s still a black hole in my head and it’s never going to go away and I’m so tired of fighting falling in.

The biggest thing stopping me from doing anything is that the steps to do something are multiplicative for me rather than additive how it seems for other people. If I’m dreading fixing and tuning my printer, then I just won’t print anything. For months. Until a magic day comes when I’m able to get on with it (Yeah, I know I’m a shitty low functioning person, you don’t have to mention it). Getting a Bambu let’s me actually print stuff and helps me not get locked into paralysis about it for months. I hate it’s a closed and easily fucked over ecosystem, but it’s a choice between letting me function or not. I dunno, I’m really rambling without a point, I just thought someone might find some value in this

No clue, I was just frustrated with how much useless extended metaphor was in the article and thought I’d save people some time

TL:DR: minimize randomness, group variables by access frequency, and unroll loops if your compiler doesn’t do that already

The last time I can remember feeling genuinely happy and contented and at ease was almost a decade ago

I’ve been thinking about it, but it is a crap ton of work

Fusion 360 for me. Freecads incredibly user unfriendly, openscad is missing functionality and performance, and blender isn’t great for engineering modeling

I know from firsthand experience that I can trick myself into feeling better for a little while. However, I have problems that can’t be solved, and when reality comes into conflict with me feeling better, it makes everything worse than when I started. I was in therapy for a year, my medications just get more numerous and higher dosages, for fucking what. The fact is, everything in my life has just been getting worse and worse, despite and in some cases because of everything I’ve tried to do to make it better. I just wish someone cared enough about me to euthanize me like people do their beloved pets.

Lol nope doesn’t matter what I believe, things only get worse

Other voice chat programs were crap, discord was significantly better and more consistent. Simple as. It still has features way ahead of other services. The business side is shitty but it works without anyone needing to know anything with no troubleshooting.

This isn’t DRG, this is DRG survivors

I’d join the Borg in an instant.

Please take a second to browse !crtart@lemmy.world , it’s topical =(

Yep yep yep. I don’t like em either but that doesn’t matter

!crtart@lemmy.world is beautiful. Check it out. The artist took his own life and he deserves to be remembered and missed by more people.