A couple things come to mind:

Your wife coming into your marriage with an expectation that you change is not fair to you, nor is it your fault.

Also, you’re being really, really negative on yourself. You should be celebrating the progress you’ve made, but instead you’re stuck on “it’s not enough.” I know this is a hard time, but you can also view this as an opportunity. You have a lot of life left to live, and with the new skills you’re learning, you can live it to the fullest.

Search engine algorithms drove people to write stories before recipes, unfortunately. Pages that just had recipes were deprioritized

I watch chefs on YouTube demonstrate techniques, and then make recipes up as I go based on the ingredients I have available (This does not work for recipes that require exact measurements, like breads). Finding recipes through search engines has been a nightmare for a looong time.

Also - Madhur Jaffrey and America’s Test Kitchen cookbooks. Both go into detail on techniques you can bring forward into all your cooking. Madhur Jaffrey taught me how to cook Indian food and it’s amazing

I downloaded this from Reddit on 6/22/12:

The study…analyzed self-reported questionnaire results from more than 100,000 young adults between the ages of 18 and 24.

Damn, that’s not a small sample

Unless OP is referring to a MD psychiatrist, their therapist literally can’t prescribe medication

I’m in no way opposed to anyone opening their marriage, however I think the number of couples for whom opening a marriage also saves their marriage is miniscule compared to the number of people who separate and are happier for it

Dude sounds pretty miserable, I don’t know if opening the marriage is going to solve that

Divorcing doesn’t mean leaving them. It can be possible to separate amicably. You’re likely to be a better father to your children if you take care of yourself, too

Dude. You had a very different class than I did, and I grew up in the South…

Congressional Democrats subpoenaed Epstein’s estate, then released them publicly

Yeah I’m not watching this video, but the leap to assuming kratom is going to be a natural cure for ADHD is wider than the Grand Canyon

Oh shit, sorry, didn’t realize y’all’d be so susceptible to chicken pox

You don’t think it’s suspicious that the only ones that voted with conservatives were the ones that won’t face retribution at the ballot box next year?

Who among those who voted to pass this bill will be up for reelection and who won’t?

You’re not the person I asked unless you forgot to switch alts, but you also didn’t answer the question. What is it you (and the other guy) do like?

What is it you do like? You seem to hate everything

How can you blame the entire party for the actions of a few? Most Democrats, establishment and otherwise, seem really upset by what those senators have done

I’m a 4 man, myself

Which won’t stop people from using it for those purposes, only cover openAI in case of lawsuit

Fundamentally, it’s hard to overstate how much assertiveness skills can help you meet your needs. Just because it doesn’t always work doesn’t mean it never works. (When I say assertiveness, I mean confidently and respectfully seeking what you want)