So… today i felt something that I had never felt before a big dysphoria crisis when my wife started to be a bit intimate with me.

I won’t go into details, but basically I never though that my bottom part would cause me this feeling. I ended up crying because of what I felt… I can’t really put words on it…

I never felt that before when I was still an egg. (Well, some things were less enjoyable but never this).

I don’t really know what to think about it, why did my body react this way. Even though I never though about any surgery about it.

Even yesterday, I thought like I don’t understand why some people would have dysphoria about their genitals. I though that we need to deconstruct gender and we can be feminine or masculine with any organs and this hits me like a slap I’m the face.