• Cyrus Draegur@lemm.ee
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    11 days ago

    oh yeah i’m totally desensitized.

    it started with goatse then continued on through lemonparty and bluewaffle and it only got worse from there.

    i have, and i’m not even really kidding about this, developed a religious fixation where if there’s a video of someone dying i am spiritually required to watch because i can at least symbolically bear witness to what they’ve been through and ensure that at least vicariously they did not go through it alone ._.

    • Flax@feddit.uk
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      11 days ago

      I was so scared of seeing the image and was just like “meh”. Then reverse image searched it to see the source and still felt like the stuff I was looking at wasn’t real.