Hey!
If there’s confusion related to the title,its just a reference that the system has won, I lost, once again.
So my paid for professional diagnosis is done for now, I am refused the official recognition as an Autist. It’s all still there though.
I am livid. And empty.
I guess it’s my fault since >40 years of adapting and masking can make you too social, that’s what it broke down to. I am friendly and open and excel at masking.
They don’t see the price I (we) pay.
Apologies for the rant. I need your support.


Can you apply again or dispute? Im myself going through some expensive assessments now with different specialists (around 2.5k usd) to apply then for official status. Idk whats your level i got mine level 2 and psych kinda joked said that when i just sit in front of commission they wont have much questions but im still bit worried i would be so pissed if they wont give me status with payments
Since it’s my own private order at the hospital I can basically do what I like, yeah. I’m not sure complaints would change anything though.
But I am talking about the result with another professional and possibly he can give advice which helps.
Oh so it was a private specialist and you can just go to another?
It is a public clinic in Germany where you also have private paid personnel.
Yes I could pay as often as I want 😅. If it were an appointment covered by phs they of course wouldn’t cover multiple tries.