I made a similar post a few weeks ago, but just remembered that the last time I had friends was over ten years ago, when I was ten.
My whole life at the moment is going to work during the week and being too exhausted for anything for the rest of the day and having no motivation to do anything on the weekends.
The only people around me are my family and my colleagues. Nobody asks how I am or is otherwise interested about me.
I don’t know why I should continue to live, I don’t see many reasons for it
The advice about sticking to an extroverted person is probably what saved me from sliding into Kiaras situation too badly.
Helped lots with networking and learning social skills. It also helped a lot that they were a really patient and accepting person, so me being me didn’t “scare” them off.