Who is X-Men 97 for? Is it for kids? For nostalgic adults? I don’t know. I bounced off of it real hard.

You don’t hate yourself. You clearly can voice that you don’t like the feelings you get out of these interactions. You even wrote it down. So you can take it now to them. Tell them in basically the same words as you used here, that it makes you feel like that and you wanted to know if they can understand why you feel like that. Good luck.