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Cake day: December 7th, 2024

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  • I mostly waited until HRT to transition socially. I was presenting fem privately at home for quite some time before HRT. I took an approach of go fem with plausible deniability until the point I felt ready to start pursuing HRT. When I needed new clothes I would buy woman’s versions of the clothes I already wore. Nice button down shirt, but this has the buttons backwards. Not a detail anyone notices, but felt better.

    The first time I went out wearing a dress was after about a month on HRT. Wasn’t really out, wanted to see if anyone would figure it out. It was very strange, I got so many compliments on my outfit, but not on the dress itself, just the other parts of the outfit. It was confusing.

    I compared the text message conversations with my wife from the second month of HRT to the year before, and the difference was night and day. The first coworkers I came out to were those who noticed the change in mood and asked follow up questions.


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    I understand your concerns. Now is a dangerous time to be trans. But keep in mind, it’s also dangerous to have the wrong hormones.

    I second dandelion’s stance on this. Start HRT as soon as possible. I didn’t start on HRT until my 30s and my only regret is not starting sooner. Do not delay.

    The HRT did far more about my depression than my clothing.




  • I’m a she/her transfem and everything you describe feeling is something I’ve felt too. I don’t think gender feels like anything. The only thing that feels different for me since transitioning is that no longer feel chronically depressed. What does it feel like to be a man, or a woman? It kind of doesn’t.

    Gender is complex, and we all have a complex relationship with it. We all have to account for our pasts. How any of us choose to label ourselves is fine and our own personal choice, but its also something that can change over time. Gender is a journey not a destination!

    He/they transfems are probably a bit less common than she/her or she/they, though I’ve not seen the numbers for it. Regardless, as transfems we all have a lot in common. You’re one of us! <3


  • Its great that you are thinking about gender at your age. I had similar feelings when I was your age, but I didn’t know that being trans was an option, or that it was even something that could be helped.

    From my understanding, doubt is a normal part of the trans experience. I have heard of trans people having occasional thoughts of doubt, at every stage of their transition.

    Transition is the best treatment for gender dysphoria. If you feel less of it, doesn’t that mean its working?

    Reach out to youth trans resources you have access to. HRT is more effective the sooner you start, so don’t delay. Work with those who have experience helping trans youth, on these feelings.


  • Your voice sounds great! The pitch, resonance, and inflection all seem pretty much perfect. There is a certain tambre that trained voices tend to have, its there but its really subtle, and I think I can only pick up on it because I’m working on voice training. You sound young, probably 20s or 30s and convincingly a woman.

    I don’t think anyone can accurately assess their own voice. Despite the work I’ve done myself I still hear a man in recordings, but I can’t put my finger on exactly why. I should reach out for help, but I’m not ready yet.



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