Okay, so It’s my first post. I don’t know if this count as NSFW but just in case I’ll put a spoiler.
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So… today i felt something that I had never felt before a big dysphoria crisis when my wife started to be a bit intimate with me.
I won’t go into details, but basically I never though that my bottom part would cause me this feeling. I ended up crying because of what I felt… I can’t really put words on it…
I never felt that before when I was still an egg. (Well, some things were less enjoyable but never this).
I don’t really know what to think about it, why did my body react this way. Even though I never though about any surgery about it.
Even yesterday, I thought like I don’t understand why some people would have dysphoria about their genitals. I though that we need to deconstruct gender and we can be feminine or masculine with any organs and this hits me like a slap I’m the face.
I feel foolish.
Thank you for sharing. That has got to be such a shock. I can’t imagine how you must have felt.
I’m about a year on HRT, and I’ve been starting to feel some longing toward having female parts. I’m worried the same thing will happen to me.
Is it inappropriate to ask if I can PM you about this?
That’s fine with me, you can.